I am Number 23.......in two weeks

So when we last talked I was hitting a low point...... But I'm back and ecstatic! Last week I started an internship with Dean Jones ,Deep Space 9 & Toolbox Murders, @ American Makeup and Fx. This is really the best job I've ever had.
My first day Dean came out the front door and said ," your just in time to help me move some bodies" and we went to his car and took in 5 or 6 fake bodies covered in blood and wrapped in sheets. Then another intern and I separated body parts from torsos.
The next day I hung out with the creator of crime scene blood, which is on the Hollywood fx site starting at $12. We were filling up the test tubes all day. The blood comes in powder form and you just add water, It's awesome! But basically the powder gets everywhere and when I got into the shower I was a bloody mess!
And today I put together a split in half torso! It's going to be used for Deans movie, which also made me realize
"Holy crap, something I worked on is going to be in a movie!"

I go back tomorrow who knows what I'm going to do.

Talk to you guys later!
Haley JoAnna

POOF! I'm Back, with an explination

       So sorry guys I disappeared! Occasionally I get really lazy and don't want to write anything and if I skip one day I kind of disappear for a few weeks. But now Im back and we can continue on our little adventure. But first an update.
    I now have a temporary computer so the internet is way easier for me. However when I  write it tends to lag and it takes forever for the courser to catch up with me and I have horrible patience. So if anything in this blog is spelled wrong sorry!
   Again Im sorry for my laziness its a thing lately, I think mostly from doing the same thing over and over every day. Wake up, go to work , do nothing, listen to stupidity, come home go to bed. do it all over again the next day. And then I find myself living for the small thrills of getting a face painting gig (or in my case i have 2 this weekend) Not that I'm not grateful but I feel like I should be doing more. This usually leads into the part where I get depressed and cry for no apparent reason, and then chew the boyfriend's head off. How he puts up with me I'll never know. But any way about a week or two later I start to notice my room is a mess and then I start getting motivated and start all over on making a career and trying to be happy. Isn't being a female post grad great!
     So I guess my current goals are to get enough money to go to my little sisters wedding in June. My next paycheck should do it. Then on top of that I'm turning 23 next month which I'm not ok with but who is? I don't know I feel young one moment and then I feel old the next, dosn't help that I work with people still in high school. And I'm not saying I want to be married and have kids right now but I see everyone else and have a feeling that that's where I'm suppose to be. Or at least I'd like to be able to afford  to move in with someone. It's so lonely having your own room and living 10 bizzilion miles away from everyone. Yes I have the boyfriend and love him oh sooooooooo much but I still go home at the end of the night and sit in my room alone.

This is literally turning into ranting........

   GOT MY HAIR CUT LAST WEEK!

I promise I'll get happier!
Haley JoAnna